bobthebadger: (Default)
[personal profile] bobthebadger
I'm no longer a young man. I'm coming up on one of the "marker" birthdays. I don't really care. Actually, if I am being truthful, I'm actually feeling pretty down about it. Which is a strange thing honestly for me because I usually don't care about birthdays. Age is relative and all that shit.

But it is a lie when you realize that you do care. That you've wasted many a year. That you're always saying "I'll get to that." Better yet is, yes, I am going to do that. I will change.

I lie. Constantly. I know, rare indeed is the person who never lies about anything. But most folks do not make it a habit to lie to themselves. Constantly.

Some call it self confidence. Others, Arrogance. All nice ideas, but its lying. Plain and simple.

I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I'm always robbing Peter to pay Paul. I'm constantly going to "do that tomorrow". And I remember nothing.

And - now I'm not even sure what I was doing with this post.

Guess I'll go to bed. And write more tomorrow.

Profile

bobthebadger: (Default)
bobthebadger

September 2011

S M T W T F S
    123
45678910
11121314151617
181920 21222324
252627282930 

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Jul. 22nd, 2017 04:43 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios