bobthebadger: (Default)
[personal profile] bobthebadger
I'm no longer a young man. I'm coming up on one of the "marker" birthdays. I don't really care. Actually, if I am being truthful, I'm actually feeling pretty down about it. Which is a strange thing honestly for me because I usually don't care about birthdays. Age is relative and all that shit.

But it is a lie when you realize that you do care. That you've wasted many a year. That you're always saying "I'll get to that." Better yet is, yes, I am going to do that. I will change.

I lie. Constantly. I know, rare indeed is the person who never lies about anything. But most folks do not make it a habit to lie to themselves. Constantly.

Some call it self confidence. Others, Arrogance. All nice ideas, but its lying. Plain and simple.

I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I'm always robbing Peter to pay Paul. I'm constantly going to "do that tomorrow". And I remember nothing.

And - now I'm not even sure what I was doing with this post.

Guess I'll go to bed. And write more tomorrow.
From:
Anonymous( )Anonymous This account has disabled anonymous posting.
OpenID( )OpenID You can comment on this post while signed in with an account from many other sites, once you have confirmed your email address. Sign in using OpenID.
User
Account name:
Password:
If you don't have an account you can create one now.
Subject:
HTML doesn't work in the subject.

Message:

 
Notice: This account is set to log the IP addresses of everyone who comments.
Links will be displayed as unclickable URLs to help prevent spam.

Profile

bobthebadger: (Default)
bobthebadger

September 2011

S M T W T F S
    123
45678910
11121314151617
181920 21222324
252627282930 

Most Popular Tags

Style Credit

Expand Cut Tags

No cut tags
Page generated Jul. 22nd, 2017 04:36 pm
Powered by Dreamwidth Studios