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Music - Focus - Connection?
Jun. 9th, 2009 01:17 pmI am ripping through tasks today. Rocking out - headphones on and ignoring a lot of crap.
Its no mystery to most - but, I've allowed myself to (again) disconnect so much from what is actually "living" for me. It isn't a matter of WHAT music it is (So, I like 80's, "rock" music, even Country. I also like Artsy crap - but sometimes I LOVE the music that was popular when I was a teenager. Sue me.), just there there is SOMETHING there that isn't grating on me and I can just focus on what is in front of my eyes, in my brain - and the notes are ripping through me.
So - I'm actually making a dent in the backlog of crap that I've let myself get behind on while I "flail" in the Chaos.
Transference of Depression and Darkness to productivity? Probably. Don't Care.
Its no mystery to most - but, I've allowed myself to (again) disconnect so much from what is actually "living" for me. It isn't a matter of WHAT music it is (So, I like 80's, "rock" music, even Country. I also like Artsy crap - but sometimes I LOVE the music that was popular when I was a teenager. Sue me.), just there there is SOMETHING there that isn't grating on me and I can just focus on what is in front of my eyes, in my brain - and the notes are ripping through me.
So - I'm actually making a dent in the backlog of crap that I've let myself get behind on while I "flail" in the Chaos.
Transference of Depression and Darkness to productivity? Probably. Don't Care.
